hello~ how r u? im listening to CUSTOM ROBO soundtrack (gc ver.) its ok

lately i jus wanna go sumwhere. u knooo travel. get on the next plane outta here~ get the HECK outta dodge~

i always think about goin back to costa rica. of course im gonna go again soon i guess. but daniels workin now hmmm so idk. i wanna stay for a long time. HM but id have to close the shop & daniel doesnt think i should do that~~~~ hm

there are so many exciting nice things going on in the world. they make me feel happy & excited! so glad that such nice things are able to happen! great people comin together~ BUt it also makes me a lil sad cuz im like dang~ why am i not a part of all these nice things? could i be? I THINK SO! well i guess anything is possible … 9 o 9 i dont wanna jus accept that there are different worlds & maybe im not a part of the one i wanna be. its 2012!!!!!!!!!! 

everything is worldwide! there are no boundaries!! the international super highway has many roads to success & there is no age limit! no requirements! no restrictions! 

IUNNO ^^

but one night last week i stayed up til after 3AM reading strawberry switchblade interviews WHOOPS so interesting tho~ hm luv those girls yep

<—- these are stawberry shaped vinyl records! cool huhhh? * A *

감♥사♥합♥니♥다 © 1,997 and Beyond

thats a phrase i had in my head when i woke up from a nap today~

anyway hm letss see dear journal wuts up?

i woke up with flat hair~ daniel gave me these shorts in costa rica 

prolly youve seen ive been workin on the milkbbi shop lately~ wut do u think? i had fun doing it, its always fun doing the whole process, i mean, in the end. u know. RESULTS! thats the best part! but TESTS r important 2 ~ HMM

i havent written a journal since Daniel left, i guess cuz things have been prettttyyyy mellowwww for the past month~ just livin life i guess, doin things here & there

but im ok tho. i can enjoy this time alone. chill out n focus. 

2012 has 1 foot in the grave (& in this example 2012 has 3 feet) no point tryin to hold out! jus gotta keep yr head up :> 

cuz its gonna sink eventually, somebody already poked a hole in it. but in the meantime, until another ship comes, im gonna try 2 make S.S.2012 really nice ♥

well, at 4:45 this morning i took daniel to the airport & cried all the way home

ive had a headache all day

it was really really so hard to say goodbye, but i kept reminding myself & daniel that it was not goodbye forever

i got really used to having a best friend with me all the time, now that i know what thats like, its sad to lose it

living far apart isnt the worst i guess, but living together is better for sure

but me & daniel had a great time right up to the last hour though~ so i should celebrate that, think positivitely & remember the good things

so now its back to reality for both of us~ we have to keep working & moving forward ♥

new MILKBBI products will be here this month! tights! pins! shirts! buttons! pouches! i was glad daniel was here to see the new products in person, and we both really loved them~

also i have an idea for a new video, and will start workin on that inbetween other things

ok everybody~ im gonna be ok & you will too~ sometimes something might seem impossible right before you do it, then afterwards maybe it didnt seem so bad

this ones for you daniel!!!!!!!!! listen!! i hope it makes you smile !!! costa rica is too small for yr big heart!!!!!!!!!!!

 —> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2AFPgrWm0E <— 

i bought daniel this camera for his birthday last october~ while he was here we got to try out a couple rolls of film on it & here are my favorite pics from them :>

this is my favorite pic of me in a long time :>

♥ HELLO!! ( 9 u 9)y ♥

time for a new journal :>  

how is everyone doing? what is impacting your life right now? patiently waiting for the arrival of something? shamrock shake from mickey D’s? new rhythm heaven game? a letter from yr love INTEREST? well whatever it is~ choose something realistic & go for it! 

here is what ive been up to ♥

we looked across the river from some vury high cliffs~ spooky!

the weather is getting warmer & flowers are starting to bloom outside

i showed daniel one of my treasures! an issue of CORO CORO from 2000 !

we ate gummy eggs :>

& real eggs too !!~~ mmm

we went to the zoo! i love giraffes so much wow

tyler & kim came with us~ 

i luv pandas but sumtimes they r pretty gross 

~rEfLeCtiOnS oF mY BrOthEr~

yumm

daniel!!!!

this big baby mama cow had the biggest eyes so cuuuuuuuuuuute i fell in love

AHH!! DONT LOOK!! A SNEAK PEEK!! these new milkbbi pins will be for sale in march!! i was really happy to test them out myself heheh ~ 

STAY TUNED!!!!

daniel got here last monday & its been really nice 

 i havent been posting much~ whoops, but i think im going too cuz i need to document my life and i dont wanna get behind 9 u 9

we climbed to the top of a mountain :>

sleeepin shh 

science museum! i really loved it U u U ♥

we got matching rings! so cool B)

we drove out to the country so i could show daniel where i grew up n stuff

daniel wears nice things * O *

&&& um we went to this park 

& we r on tv 

im excited about the next few weeks~  BYE 

time for a real journal! that last post was such a SORRY excuse!~*deletes* dont forget this is my journal first & its important to me! i put time into these! i have to document my life more effecitively! (> u 0)y 

 SUGGESTION: you should listen to this while you read this journal entry~ or listen all day! it makes anything look more fun jsyk 

—> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac71GDB-osg <— DO IT! 

so how is everyone? im doing ok~♥☼ currently addicted to MEITU GIF & DAICON IV

tonight im going to pick up daniel at the airport ~ :> im so excited! he will be here for a month & betty plans to visit soon too!~ good cuz i miss her

i know we will have a great time & maybe create some nice things toooo!

also i cant help but think in the back of my mind that the more excited i get the more sad i will be when he leaves! oops!  its it true?? the bigger they are, the harder they fall??? (not sayin im fat!!!) im promising everyone right now i will challenge myself to stay strong! but right now lets focus on RIGHT NOW!~~ ignorance is bliss lol

since i will be busy for the next month~ ive been workin like crazy on milkbbi stuff! tryna get stuff done so i dont have to work very much while daniel is here :>

im so super XXXcited to share it with U~ & im gonna in just a sec~ SIT TIGHT!

bye ya’ll!~ we r friends if u read these 9 u 9 ♥ 

can i get on stage & ask u not to watch???

 SOMEHOW… the online world is not what it used to be. is URL & IRL becoming the same??? if everyone is online, what is offline???? is this seat taken!????

~in the words of desitnys child:

“im not gonna dis u on tha internet. cuz my mama taught me better than that!”

nothing lasts forever. but where one door closes another one opens! theres a quote for everyhing! dont worry be happy! ~~☼ anything can be turned around in YOUR favor <3 

 ugh (never end on a bad note!) 

im still here ♥

“WELL…JUSTIN… are you tired of the country??? lonesome for the big city??” ~ said Joe

Joe is my grandpa, my grandmas husband u know~ but every1 call him joe ok

i just laughed cuz its a silly question~ & i dont say ANYTHING unless its IMPORTANT..AND.. SERIOUS!

& anyway no im not tired of the country, but also i dont live in the big city. but to joe maybe i do

CUZ JOE ~ well he didnt go “into town” until he was 10 years old~ 

& thats crazy to me, not because its crazy that someone wouldnt travel further than 20 minutes away from their home for the first 10 years of their life~ 

BUT that it happend to joe! which means its common/normal~ wwhich means things have changed a lot!

joes dad didnt get a truck until joe was 14, and they grew all their vegetables & hunted for their own meat ~ joe said that every day for 3 years he would mop the floor of the 2nd grade teachers classroom… in exchange for a baby ruth candy bar

“i guess u could say ive always worked for everything i wanted… my whole life”~ joe

i talked to daniel about that, & we agree…. the future is coming!

XOXO  TECHNOLOGY ;*

justin wallis here. im a little sore, but still the same.

over the weekend i got sick &  it was off the hosptial to have my stomach cut open & my appendix taken out ~ it happened so fast “ya kno” ~ thats me quoting my formal self. just kidding. “jk”

anyway im ok now. i mean i will be, the recovery is “tuff”~ but im STRONG!

back home back to reality

i know ive been screamin COMIN SOON COMIN SOON but srsly the new MILKBBI stuff is comin soon. tomorrow! so b ready ;>

when we get our own house~ we will only buy the tallest chairs! our feet will never touch ground & our heads always in the clouds

desktops over laptops~ homebody homebaaaabyyy

 when i eat apples & txting you my phone gets sticky /// but yr worth it ;>

 2 milliion ppl been thru he same situations as me /// 1 million feel the same

~♥ Lo Mein & Hot Dog ♥~

internettttt iiiiii missssssseddd youuuuuUUUUu :> :> :>

my dreamcast always thinks its 1998~ every time i turn it on, the date resets 2 that magic year

new MILKBBI things are comin 4 u & me: buttons, stickers, tote bags, pouches, notebooks, postcards & the big surprise, my new book CACTUS! comin in the beginning of november~

S T A Y   T U N E D ! !